I flow
in the gift of HUGS.
I did
not even know this was a gift. I was at a Woman of Faith Conference
with my YahYahs (10 friends)... It was the first time I ever
tangibly felt the Holy Spirit. HE felt like a mist, and the whole
place was filled with His Peace. I also think it is when I got
saved. Mind you, I went to church my whole life, and had been going
to Bible study, but it is the first time I really felt like I laid it
all down at His feet and surrendered my life to Him...
There
was this incredible woman ministering there named Thelma Wells. She
reminded me of the nanny that raised me. I knew during the break
that I was supposed to get her to hug me. I went and stood in line
behind everyone who wanted her autograph and pictures with her, and I
humbly asked her if she would hug me. She held me for a long time.
I did not feel anything particularly, but shortly after that is when
GOD started telling me to hug people.
At
first it was VERY uncomfortable to me to offer to give someone a hug.
I was rejected more often than not. For a while I mostly hugged
people in church, not so much in the marketplace. For a while, GOD
would tell me hug to people who I did not like, did not want to talk
to, much less hug. HE was teaching me that my opinions about others
did not matter. HE loves us all, and HE was setting me free from my
prideful opinions and selfish emotions. Regardless of how I felt, HE
wanted to hug these people; I was to be His hands and arms.
If the
person is open to receiving, then The Anointing shows up and usually
what I release is multiplied and we are both blessed and filled with
His PEACE. Sometimes the person cries, sometimes they laugh,
sometimes they are comforted, sometimes we get stuck together for the
rest of the service... One time this Asian woman and I hugged and my
heart started to break, it hurt so terribly... Sometimes I feel like
we are being swooshed up and away to Heaven... In contrast, when the
other person does not receive, nothing happens, it is just an
ordinary hug.
Along
with this hug anointing, I have a MAMA Anointing. GOD will fill me
with a mother's love for someone even almost my age (a couple times
the person has been older than me)... I will be so moved with
compassion for the person that is before me, it is as if they are my
own child and I have known them their whole life.
When I
flow in these gifts, I do not receive prophetic words per se. I know
the Father's love for them, but generally I do not hear or see
anything specific for them. This used to bother me because those
around me hear and see so much and I felt like my gift was small in
comparison. GOD has brought me to a place of more maturity to accept
and appreciate what HE has given me, and to NOT compare my gifts to
others' gifts. Each expression should be different as each of us is
a different facet of His Creative masterpiece.
I am
not sure if everyone can give hugs, maybe they can? About 2 years
after GOD started having me hug people, I found out about Shampa
Rice, “a little lady from the kitchen” who also gives hugs. Her
expression of Hugs is different from mine, as well it should be. One time she was introduced, saying, “Do not ask her to pray for you, her Hug is her
prayer”. We do not always need to try to fill the space with words,
sometimes I have no words to release, only a hug...
I am
still blessed by this daily as I go about the dailiness of my life.
How GOD uses my gift for The Body and for those who do not yet know
Him. When they feel PEACE, they ask “What is that?” and I
answer “that is JESUS, HE loves you. HE has never left you nor
forsaken you. HE is waiting for you and HE wants to Bless you”...
This
gift HE has given me is so subtle and hidden. It is so easily
overlooked or pushed aside. Like so many precious things with JESUS,
we have to be open and willing to seek His Treasure.
But God has chosen the foolish
things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the
weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are
mighty; and the base things of the world and the things which
are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring
to nothing the things that are, that no flesh should glory in
His presence.
1 Corinthians 1:27-29
What
wonderful or even amazingly simple gifts do you flow in? If you
do not know for sure, ask The LORD to reveal them to you... I
Know you have Treasure hidden inside!!
{{{HUGS}}}
Sara
Photo credit
http://i248.photobucket.com/albums/gg180/rhondarenfro/JesusHug2.jpg
0 comments:
Post a Comment